Boy I am so darn tired, it’s hard to get motivation to do anything. I find myself rolling onto the couch and sleeping at around 6pm every night… getting up just long enough for some food. And then I roll myself into bed at around 10pm later on, waking up only to go to work the next morning. Everyday I’m getting approximately 12 or 13 hours of sleep, and I am still exhausted. The nausea has gone down considerably, though it is still here. The food issues are still here — almost everything makes me nauseous. I am having trouble knowing what to eat for lunch everyday. I’m not sure what I’m going to have today, to tell you the truth.

There are a lot of things to do and they’re stressing me out, but I suppose they will all get done, sooner or later. They always get done. I have some medical bills to pay, and some legal applications to turn in, and a lot of work paperwork to finish off. These are all quite bitches, and little annoyances, that I have to do, but I need to find the energy and motivation to actually do them. That’s hard. Thank goodness today’s Friday, AND payday. At least I can get those bills over with.

I better go take a shower and get ready for work now. I can’t wait for the second trimester to begin… when I can actually see Baby Bean’s growth and feel a little better. I need that energizer-bunny-type energy back, yo!